Word of the day:
spoony - foolish; silly; excessively sentimental; excessively in love (or heavy like...added by me)
I think this is such an appropriate word for today. It's not that I've been spoony over MM. But, I like him. I like the thought of him too (Meaning, he's the kind of guy that my friends and family would like. He's nice. I like having the prospect of dates on the weekends. Yada, yada.)
Still, I'm stuck in the thought that something is missing and even after a month and a half of hanging out, it's still not there. I could go into detail. But, really, overall, I just want to find a guy that is really into me (if that makes sense), someone who pursues me and doesn't rely on me to make all the effort, someone who I feel attracted to and I can tell is attracted to me. I don't want it to be too comfortable too soon. I want a partner. I want respect. I want...well, more than I'm getting from MM. So, I think it best to not get too attached and instead of the "see how it goes" attitude, I want to move on. I'm moving on. Back to weekends alone holed up in my apartment. ha! boo hoo!
Fav of the day:
I MUST HAVE THIS OUTFIT! I WILL HAVE THIS OUTFIT!
Getting my eyebrows tattoo'd hurt like a muther-f'er. I didn't love the final shape. And I suspect that they're uneven. BUT, I woke up this morning, took a 100th look at it, and decided I do actually like it. I'm waiting for it to fade a bit (WAY dark right now). I did my makeup in 5 minutes this morning! So...here it is...
I need a good weekend. Let's hope for a good weekend...
